Well Dudette just liked my facebook statues…..I instantly feel happy……feelings WHY YOU DO DIS!!!
I know it sounds a bit self centred…. but do you eve get that feeling when you want your friends to know something is wrong…but the only way to do that is by making it look like something wrong…when in fact you really want them to just look at you and know…….and even when they do ask you the old…”i’m fine” thing…..ahahah LIfe
Well…just saw dudette again…. and even though im trying to get my mind off her and stop ‘obsessing’…just seeing her again made the feelings come back..typical, even though there is no chance I still believe i want to be optimistic…but listening to others, I get the picture that she is trying to get with someone else..o well, I only time will help me now!!
Once again…i followed my heart and it only got torn to peaces!!!
omg SLEEP is sooooo good…I forced myself to sleep in late today and all I can say is everything does not seem so bad as they did yesterday….i actually feel as if i can think…yes a few more hours would not do a miss but atm I’m feeling good!!!! Time for a costa me thinks!!
Litually just got a message from tumble saying congrats on doing 5 posts …… wow lol such an achievement =P
You when you are working with someone who knows the dudette you like, and you want to talk about it to them..but at the same time you don’t because they are really good friends and you don’t know how it would effect the situation, but at the same time you don’t really want to know how they react but then you do…and also the possibility that if you was to mention it they might tell you that the dudette likes you too ( I know its a dream but its a possibility).O well I guess only time will tell in this case or unless a sign appears that is really super clear XD
So I’v been getting this feeling about this dudette…. Its hard to explain how I feel since my feels seem to be going all over the place atm, and I know I am going down a spiral that will only end in my sadness and yet I can’t seem to get my mind off her and even when I do, she can just pop out of nowhere and all the feelings come flooding back…why must feelings do this? it is so very annoying!!