Like an asshole

Once again I feel like an asshole, for thinking up crap that I didn’t need to……get it to gether

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  • 1 month ago

That feeling of ‘i don’t want to talk to you’!

Lol i spoke to dudette for like 30 seconds before she just disappeared

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  • 1 month ago

Hope

All i can do now is hope that everything will be amazing one day

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  • 1 month ago

The last chance

Well thats twice iv tried to talk to dudette, and both times ahe hasnt talked back …so im taking that as a hint that she doesnt want anything to do with me…….shame I guess, but this must mean we are not ment to be together.

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  • 1 month ago

Control

The last few days, I have been feeling better, which is nice…i feel i have more control now, so even though i like dudette, i feel as if i have control over my emotions now…..This feels good, if only i did it more often when falling for people XD

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  • 1 month ago

Alone

I try talking to people but after a while, they just stop, this makes me feel as if they don’t really want to talk to me at all but they feel sorry for me so they do for a min……GOD i hate feelings at the moment…i think Im prob going to be bitching about this for some time, till im better 

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  • 1 month ago

Dam you feels

I need to get dudette off my mind, else i really will start going down the spiral, and i really could do without doing that right now, not the most emotionally stable atm….but everything i do keeps reminding me of her….FFS feelings suck balls when its like this

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  • 1 month ago

The Spiral

I can feel myself going down the spiral again =(…. Why must i do this to myself again, i know it will only end badly and yet I can’t help myself falling for people…..Bugger =S

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  • 1 month ago

Last night convo situation

Why do i work myself up…turns out dudette had a migraine….i feel like an asshole now =S

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  • 1 month ago

Current feels

Atm im not sure what I feel, I mean I thought it was going well with dudette the last few days, but after yesterday, I honestly have no idea now, and that annoys me, for I do like her but at the same time im trying not to do the whole falling for her crap that I do becuase I know I will end up worser off. I guess I will just have to see what happens

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  • 1 month ago
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