Dudette again

So after seeing dudette, slowly getting them feels again like daym… although hopefully I have learnt from last time so wont be as bad as last time, althought I do feel as if it would be quite awkward now due to knowing her for so long…. plus I get the feeling from her body language that she feels uncomfortable around me…which may not be the case but becuase I think of it, it does make me feel sligtly sad

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  • 5 days ago

Past posts

So I just read throught some past posts…..daym im a winy little shit XD, but I guess if it helps then I cant complain XD

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  • 1 week ago

Back at uni

So bavk at uni now…its been two weeks and once again im starting to feel for dudeete again….why feelings why, it was goimg so well, but just seeing her face makes my chest enclose (in the way feelings do)…..but I honesly have no idea how it will turn out ???? For I already know that its gone past the point of trying anything, but you know there is always hope I guess, im just hoping that if something could happen between use there will be a sign…or maybe there wont, the saying is good things come to those who wait…but I sldo believe that good things come to those who try/do something. .maybe a new approch? I give it some thought

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  • 1 week ago

Love

Well, i’v been doing well since being back at home still have feelings for a few people but nothing i can’t handle 

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  • 2 months ago

Like an asshole

Once again I feel like an asshole, for thinking up crap that I didn’t need to……get it to gether

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  • 4 months ago

That feeling of ‘i don’t want to talk to you’!

Lol i spoke to dudette for like 30 seconds before she just disappeared

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  • 4 months ago

Hope

All i can do now is hope that everything will be amazing one day

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  • 4 months ago

The last chance

Well thats twice iv tried to talk to dudette, and both times ahe hasnt talked back …so im taking that as a hint that she doesnt want anything to do with me…….shame I guess, but this must mean we are not ment to be together.

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  • 4 months ago

Control

The last few days, I have been feeling better, which is nice…i feel i have more control now, so even though i like dudette, i feel as if i have control over my emotions now…..This feels good, if only i did it more often when falling for people XD

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  • 4 months ago

Alone

I try talking to people but after a while, they just stop, this makes me feel as if they don’t really want to talk to me at all but they feel sorry for me so they do for a min……GOD i hate feelings at the moment…i think Im prob going to be bitching about this for some time, till im better 

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  • 4 months ago
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